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2025.04.01

Feeling a little better--yesterday Kiri and I went to the gym and did a bit of exercise. There's a paper I'm doing analyses for a paper that are complicated (to me).

2025.03.30

I feel unhappy and stressed still. I've been having bad dreams. In one, I am being beaten and I scream out for help, but my voice comes out muted and though there are people in the next door room, they don't help me. Another one is about the man who scammed me by not paying me for the work I did. I don't really have good experiences with men.

I burned dinner.

2025.03.29

Feeling unhappy today. Maybe I have been too busy and am feeling burnt out. My husband made me stop smoking years ago, which I know is good for me. But I really want to be smoking on a balcony.